Island Gaze
I am an interloper.
On this island
That’s one convenient flight away.
I am worse than the colonists.
For I am a post capitalist.
They conquered.
I vacationed.
They killed thousands
My life style kills millions.
My Luis and Clark
Are Apple Maps and Yelp
I am here because I bought a ticket
An all expense paid excursion
Born on a litter of injustices
And the paths by the same racist imperialists
Who figured out this is a pretty nice spot.
They decided to keep it.
I decided to rent it.
Yet, passing islander
With your smile and your compliment
Your direct approval me propelled me
Better than any trade wind
I am sorry I came
Sorry I intruded
Sorry I made things worse because I was bored
Because the pills had stopped working
Because my therapist quit
But, thank you
That smile was almost worth it.